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Bruxism

by The Lowest Bitter

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1.
eternity, spend rolling that boulder up the hill, and I'm getting older and I work through thousands and thousands of rocks that I sort, that I document, I pack into boxes oh eat your heart out Sisyphus I'm here for a lifetime, not a good time an eternity destroying your organs night after night I just can't take the boredom it's evil, the eagle tears into your gut this fragile vessel a thing of disgust oh peck out your liver Prometheus I'm here for a lifetime, not a good time
2.
Performance 02:04
there's a battle overhead the inauthentic and authentic self a bad actor, a falsifier lighting false fires oh can I only be perceived when I'm making a show of myself? I'm just a dishonest author, I'm a fraudster, a performer within the safety of a song, with the protection of the stage, I can take down the façade and then a new one takes its place because it's always a performance I am dancing in the spotlight, I will sing I will scream I will yell for your pleasure, so you'll laud me, you'll applaud me clap for me, clap for me, I need you all to clap for me clap for me, clap for me, validate me, clap for me it's always a performance there's a battle overhead the inauthentic and authentic self oh can I only be perceived when I'm making a show of myself? because it's always a performance
3.
Bruxism 02:50
a failed breathing exercise 
 an unhygienic sleep 
 a profane mocker at the feast 
 the gnashing of the teeth 
 I can’t 
 I can’t help it 

 an ineffectual therapist 
 a workbook to complete 
 an attritional existence 
 distal/proximal-type beat 
 I can’t 
 I cant help it 

 I clench my jaw 
 I’ll grind and grind until this mouth is jagged stumps 
 oh I can’t help it 
 I can’t help it 
 I can’t 

 are you going to stop? 
 are you going to stop doing damage to yourself? 
 are you trying to stop? 
 are you going to stop doing damage to yourself? 

 a prescription of propranolol 
 an exercise routine 
 a jar of CBD gummies 
 not doing much for me 
 I can’t 
 I can’t help it 

 I clench my jaw 
 I’ll grind and grind until this mouth is jagged stumps 
 oh I can’t help it 
 I can’t help it 
 I can’t
4.
Valsalva 02:01
a smirk like you're telling a joke, but I don't hear shit a fake smile, a hum of assent I will pretend do I have to pretend? do I, do I have to hold my nose, I'll keep my mouth closed I will hold my nose, try keep my mouth closed but I'm gonna blow drowning out the white noise, drowned out by the white noise, it's all the same in the end do I have to pretend? do I, do I have to hold my nose, I'll keep my mouth closed I will hold my nose, try keep my mouth closed hold my nose, I'll keep my mouth closed I will hold my nose, try keep my mouth closed but I'm gonna blow
5.
Nimzowitsch 02:42
they're laughing at my business cards, well I could've been a champion you'd better not forget it, the world better not forget me but I'm so tired of all these tiny portions just give me what I've earned, what I deserve I'm so tired, yeah I'm so tired well I have a mantra "first restrain, then blockade, and finally destroy" I'm telling you, "first restrain, then blockade, and finally destroy" all you gotta do unappreciated, I've been losing to these idiots the routine, rote, the tedious, and they consider me ridiculous and I'm so tired of all these tiny portions just give me what I've earned, what a true crown prince deserves I'm so tired, "first restrain, then blockade, and finally destroy" well I have a mantra "first restrain, then blockade, and finally destroy" I'm telling you, "first restrain, then blockade, and finally destroy" what you gotta do "first restrain, then blockade, and finally destroy" is give me what I'm fucking due! I'm so tired of all these tiny portions just give me what I've earned, what a true crown prince deserves yeah I'm so tired of all these tiny portions just give me what I've earned, what I deserve I'm so tired
6.
Sunsetting 02:30
tell me how it ends, a legacy product, no longer supported - halt the production! executable disfunction tell me when it ends, refactor, or restart, or rot in extended adolescence we're an unplanned obsolescence I am sunsetting the dying light frozen on the crest of the horizon, forever sunsetting and you are deadheading dying blooms growing in an overgrown garden, forever subletting tell me how it ends, a legacy product, no longer supported tell me when it ends, refactor, or restart, or rot tell me how it ends tell me when it ends tell me that it ends! tell me it'll- I am sunsetting the dying light frozen on the crest of the horizon, forever sunsetting
7.
Wasp Loop 02:18
there, there is a difference, a difference between giving up and realising, realising that the window doesn't open, the window's painted shut and I watched the wasp, it was trapped in a loop how it's hurling its body it's all angry buzzing crash into the glass but you'll never get past it the barrier's there, even when you don't see it you try, try again, but by god, you're exhausted, crash into the glass and fall down to the ground

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FULL EP BRUXISM RELEASING 09/10/2023

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released October 9, 2023

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